Nightdreamer's Creamer

It Gets Better

2011-03-25T20:23:00.000-07:00

hahaha sounds like LGBT campaign. but its not. thats my life. its getting better sir :)

I screwed up everything for past 2 years while repeating to myself to evolve and get better. but sloth catch me. im sluggish. i fail at everything. i dont really know where im heading to. fail self motivation.

the i met someone, which the word that really suits is Happiness
Happiness slap me. the best slap in the world

thank you very mucho
that was one of my best life changing experience.
I promise me and my world will get better!
please be patient :)

Reloathe

2011-03-02T11:46:00.000-08:00

well, its been a long time i never post on this blog.
Nightdreamer's Creamer

I remember i created this blog to store my minds, dreams and their creamers yet after i reread every single post in this blog. i found out that there is definitely none haha.

this 4th semester in NTU. almost 2 years already me struggling in this little red dot. haiz. surely lot of things happen and me obviously change.

after 2 years here, yeah, almost 2 years. i suck.
i fail.
i screw everything up

:)
no worry, im an idiot that will start everything all over again. that will never lose my courage and spirit.
I can do it
I can do everything
eventhough im fully aware i will not be able to do so
:)
well im an idiot right?

this blog will contains uninteresting stories about my daydreaming, illusion, dellusion and my private realm of dream.
Welcome
lets we start all over again.

LIFe

2010-08-19T11:59:00.000-07:00

If life is a drawing.

3 year old sketch with 3 centuries old symbolism.

If life is a music.

not catchy. lacks of loops.

If life is a literature.

sounds like a word.

if life is a painting.

Pollock was trying to imitate it.

if life is a sculpture.

doesnt exist.

if life is a food.

you may redefine sweet.

if life is an architecture.

a heaven spoiler.

if life is a dance.

how to differ it from stand up comedy?

if life is a stage.

could i stop acting while on stage?

if life is a game.

all bosses are the hero duplicates.

if life is me.

yes it is.

Conflolence

2010-08-03T04:53:00.000-07:00

are

both

all

We are

smiling

laughing

loving

We were playing

mind

dumb

trust

*sigh*

Im sorry for being so dumb

or too clever

Im sorry for being easily tricked

or a faithful liar

*haiz*

Told me

i do

Told you

not

*tsk*

those efforts

hmm

domo

domo arigatou.

hontou arigatou.

*guitar play alone*

la la la la

la la

VOIcD

2010-07-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

its getting even moooore boring

no pic here

*this guy is hopeless*

with no precaution ill haunt you to death if you swear to me about my posts!

haha *random*

yes yes yes i got no posts for almost 2 months?

THATS EXACTLY TIME ID SPENT FOR HOLIDAY

yeah what is so called holiday

i cant even define holiday hm

2 months passed and im almost died to wait another month!

im not supposed to say this

but seriously i feel very bored

its not because im free in sg, i also free here wat!

but its just i need to go back to sg, so everything begin to revolve in sluggish mode -___-

i need to go back, for reasons.

one of them is wtf-why-those-cool-indie-musician-went-to-singapore-im-here-you-goddamn-annoying-orange -___-

sigh

the problem is i cant talk about it, i hardly voice my voice!

haha garing

always envy people who easily comment, argue, compliment, critic lalalala

people who can voice their heart

me? always pretending, lying, acting.

im a real monster lol

hahahaha

ok la watsoever

im going

nite :)

echo

echo

ECHO

*ECHO*

haha ;)

Tumblingl

2010-05-18T09:01:00.000-07:00

yyyyyeah
i just made a tumblr
doh
sorry for this 'labil'-ity of mine

well, that just say somthing
ill be posting my works on Tumblr, thats obvious
but!
most of my works are absurd, implicit and so so
then in Tumblr i may just post it
then in this blog ill be posting the meaning, the background story of it and what inspires me.
hahaha

oke la
this is not important thou
hahaha

well, here it is Tuan Mimpi

*cek cek dung*

Indonoisy

2010-05-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

O.o

too lazy to find pic to post hehe

anw
im hooome alrdy :D
plan to do stuffs but my nature trait of laziness help me slacking :D
hehe

quite lonely
and im doing things very slowly, its ok thou still have 3 months to do the rest

third day hahaa
miss sg alrdy
and i alrdy start to paint :D

and tonight im planning to grab my notebook and doing sketches and designs for my new game XD
yes i make games
for my portofolio sake
hehe

dun have any vid cam, try to learn filmography?
fail hehe
try to learn animation
yes, ill make another gif image for this blog :D
hehe

this is irrelevant but
hey
im using win7!
why not ubuntu anymore sam :(
because im making games with a software that only work in windows
siht!

nvm la
win7 is cool, fast, clean and nice
windows do the cool job
well, unlike linux, i cant do much with this OS
huh
geeky heart ranting

oh ya if i can take a pic of my paintings :D
quite bad
but hey!
im experimenting hehe
i dun mind if its bad
Ill post it here

also i forgot to finish my sketches-background-story to be posted
huh sorry-sorry
(no one read thou haha)

and ill continue my short story perhaps
hehe old story but interesting for me

oh oh
sorry! i always do write down (yes literally) for my blog hehe
sorry too many stuffs to tell
very long time not saying anything

annnnd i may do some vlogging :D
try to make musics also

OH GOSH!
unstructured
very long and boring
DOH!
sorry ah
too many things to tell, and too many interests
sorrrry

hahaha
ok la, im supposed to do vlogging if i keep writing like this

eh bawel udahan ah!

ok la
bye

~woooosh~

1 < www

2010-04-30T09:55:00.000-07:00

lower than three

hahahaha parah gajelas

lagi capek dan ngantuk

dah deh ah

bubye

Examispassion

2010-04-22T20:48:00.000-07:00

*piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip*

i dunno actually wat pic should i put here

and

i dun have time to make any pic

NO PIC!

*piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip*

this post is similar to the previous one,

post this because, yaaaaa i think its been long time no blog

all in my head now is exam and some stuffs that cant be told

my first exam in this sem

very exciting sem

the first exam which i predicted ill come out from exam hall with anger and tears

turn out to be a smile :D

did i do the paper well?

absolutely no

im serious

only lucks who can help me to get A or A-

hehe

but

im happy

i was not stressed

i dunno la, whether ill be very stressed if see the result

but

im happy

this is the first time i enjoy the exam

very happy indeed

im also happy because other reason thou

ya well

im happy now

exam is no longer a stress

but its a passion

lets have fun :D

oh hi GPA!

dont realize youre there ha ha

Knowglad

2010-04-14T10:49:00.000-07:00

im glad now i understand how handy laplace transform is,

im glad now im able to make a tetris game with nice colors,

im glad now i admire how AND and OR change the world,

im glad now basics of writing news story are on my head,

im glad now, i can use charcoals and brushes besides pens and pencils,

im glad now,

im glad now im studying,

im studying all that i need,

all that is for knowledges sake,

for skills sake,

my sake,

me supposed to be happy,

supposed to enjoy,

not to be stressed,

be under pressure,

GPA

im studying for myself, knowledges, skills, future and happiness

not for exams and grades,

not for As,

not for you,

GPA

Thanks for every tries you make to stress me,

Thanks for every depressing moments you give me,

Ill defy,

Ill be happy,

you fail,

i win,

bye GPA,

bye

Guntur

2010-04-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

TAKUT

entah kenapa gw parno banget sama petir

gw takut petir

sangat takut

Owlnein

2010-04-10T11:58:00.000-07:00

NO PICTURES

MWAHAHAHA

ok nvm

yoyoyo
just spend very little time to blog my mind now
hey yall!

me Samiadji here!
ever wondering what im doing till this late?

hehe
actually i used to not to be this late
then
an school event with me as performer
quite busy :p
then
a big event with me as an ass
VERY BUSY
then
a bunch of deadly assignmnts haunted

-____-

till now i still have one left to do

because its wasting time :p
and i just have little time to online :p
so ill usually be online at midnite onwards :D

a pure nocturnal :D
mwahaha

so where ill be?

1. facebook.com (find me at facebook.com/samaajalah)
2. plurk.com (lalalala plurk.com/sibosan)
3. blogger.com (have 3 blogs on 1 account :) , 1 private, 1 this great stuff, 1 a bunch of weird info)

and

i love to visit these guys
1. youtube.com (im big fan of this site :D always visit it)
2. vimeo.com (new fan, really love to see all those creative videos.)
3. threadless.com (fall in love with these site since my friend intro this stuff to me. kudos!)
4. oddee.com & listverse.com (as in, the best site to have unique lists of info! damn cool!)
5. rpgmaker.net (my old hobby! getting addicted to this little great software lead to this amazing site)

lalalala

and some of my emails (yahoo, gmail & hotmail?)
:D

indeed some classified thingy (wont mention any)
OOOPS!

:D
so hopefully u can find me on those things
see u on the net!
make sure ure connected

*~electronic robotic music~*

Splotch!

2010-04-05T20:20:00.000-07:00

Franz Kline, No.2

Jackson Pollock, One

Niki De Saint Phalle, Tir neuf trous

hehe i dunno actually how to quote the title of this painting

well

HELLO EVERYONE!

what a hectic this week :(

those paintings are action painting :D

which is very very very beautiful for me >.<

i think i fall in love with painting :D

especially action painting!

bloooooody want to learn these things

its getting hectic

i cant really say many things but

hey!

I 'paint' myself

using Inkscape :D

E.I.A.O.U

2010-04-01T10:12:00.000-07:00

Elemenated

2010-03-31T01:20:00.000-07:00

Ubuntu Karmic 9.10 + elementary dekstop & theme

(W)(>.<)(W)

My UBUNTU!

kyaaaaa~ ure getting much cuter than ever >.<

honestly last night my ubuntu suddenly drop to virtualbox mode i dunno why and because i have no idea(well notice im no a geek) what to do then, i decide to reinstall

voila!

*berpesta*

i found so many stuffs in ubuntu, lot of possibilities and customizations

FREE!

then finally i have this ultimate perfect desktop

fast

beautiful

FREE!

i suggest people to do dual booting windows/mac and linux. i prefer ubuntu.

download it

very fast. just about 600mb :p

install it (its fast also)

-----FAST-----

mmm u can skip the language package installing, it ruins its swiftness install process hoho and not too important.

then

u have it!

Ubuntu in this case automatically do disk partitions

dun worry ;)

reboot

run ur ubuntu

complete the installation

then log in

NOW

the fun part starts from here.

we will be using Terminal

TERMINAL

scripting thingy but dun worry, requires 0 level skill of programming.

first of all!

look for terminal then type this(u can copy paste with right click)

sudo apt-get install ubuntu-restricted-extras

thats well, dun mind la

next thing :

enable compiz

eyecandy for linux and seriously more fun, beautiful and useful than any other OS

Open the Appearance window
System > Preferences > Appearance
Select ‘Visual Effects’ Tab
Check either ‘Custom’ Or ‘Extra’

enable! (require graphic card which is im sure high end laptop fulfill this requirement)

Open the Applications window

Ubuntu Software Center

search compiz

then install :

Compiz(initially installed ya well, just in case)

Advance Desktop Effects Settings(ccsm)

Simple Compizconfig Settings manager

after install it u can modify the desktop eye candy via simple-ccsm or ccsm

i prefer simple one :D

Next thing:

install Gnome-Do

its a do engine, automatically search what we type then launch it :D

very fast and beautiful

Open the Applications window

Ubuntu Software Center

search Gnome-Do

have fun :D

Next thing:

to make tweaking easier

Ubuntu-tweak

download from here

download the latest version

finish

then double click on that downloaded deb file.

installed

then have fun again :D

HAVE FUN WITH UBUNTU!

well, i suggest u do the next thing

which is

Elementary Desktop!

yeahyeahyeahyeah

now for more joy and happiness

open Terminal

TERMINAL

then

type/copas

sudo add-apt-repository ppa:elementaryart/elementarydesktop
sudo apt-get update
sudo apt-get install elementary-desktop

then u get Elementary Desktop

have fun with it

and install the theme

for me i also install nautilus-elementary (nautilus equals to explorer and finder)

i prefer more simple looking

if ure interested

sudo add-apt-repository ppa:am-monkeyd/nautilus-elementary-ppa

sudo apt-get update

sudo apt-get upgrade
then log out
then in again :p

VOILA!
Ubuntu + elementary desktop
i often go to this site which is very good i think to tweak ur ubuntu
and indeed Google-ing never die

and for applications i suggest :

Accessories:
-Wallpapoz
-Screenlets
-Specto
-Xournal

Graphics:
-GIMP
-Inkscape
-UFraw

Internet:
-Pidgin&its plugins
-Pino

Sound:
-Audacity
-jokosher
-lmms
-Kino

etc:
-Back in Time(back up software)
-Wine(windows emulator)

Ya well,
do everything i told u make our desktop look similar
so
be creative
find things
and enjoy ur freedom!

:D

*annoying orange laughs*

Arroscape

2010-03-28T12:09:00.000-07:00

LOOK AT THOSE STARS, MY SON @NOV 2009

Roughly scanned from indeeeeed my A5 sketchbook :D

inspired by a manga?

well nvm

OK!

as a good nocturnal human being whose room faces a beautiful landscape of some HDBs and PIE

oh gosh i dunno why singapore has so many abbrev.

i do often hear cars sounds

That's all folks!

thank you to read my post

good nite

;)

kidding!

ill continue

As blablablabla

I rarely actually take a time to look at the landscape of the night

which is so useless to do

In fact, i do enjoy the nightscape when i travel out hehe

very beautiful

mesmerizing nightscape of town area in singapore

all the lights

all the colors

all the shadow

all the people also :p

but never realize till i read a manga

i forgot the title but

theres a scene,

a boy

and father

theyre the antagonists

Father : Son, im sorry im gay

Son : what the hell are you ! *kill his father with a dragon*

Father:0

Son:1

-____- nevermind about rubbish above

Father : Look at those stars, my son

Son : but father no stars on the sky

Father : *giggling* yes, nothing up there then look down. human have brought them to the ground.

Son : ......

Father : You should realize now why we want to destroy human being. human is destroying the world and ruining the earth. then we have to kill them all and make a new species to nurture the earth and live happily with it forever.

(i paraphrased but seriously the actual dialog is very weird and extreme, yes esp the father, and id be even haha)

Ya well, the fact is

No stars in the sky

INSTEAD!

its on buildings and roads :p

my point is

human is amazing and powerful

their creation

okay i feel like im a alien now.

CHANGE THE WORD!

my blabla

blabla

our creation

technologies, sciences, inventions etc

are very powerful

my sketch actually shows the city lights is even brighter than the real stars which used to shine our nights

CONGRATULATIONS!

*makan gratis~*

but!

dun be bigheaded

we are nothing

compare to

god

im atheist dude

ok might be compare to

advance extraterrestrial living organism out there

what!? alien? pardon?

ok compare to

universe

(robotic voice)UNIVERSE(robotic voice)

*zooming in from millions of galaxies till our lovely blue planet with geeky music*

we are nothing!

we are small! (urs dude not mine. asian!)

dun be arrogant or

mmm

cocky

i hate those people honestly

who is very arrogant

i hate them the most

hahahahahaha

yup im also on the list :p

*happy tree friends song*

Darnwinian

2010-03-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

DARWIN WAS WRONG!@SEP 2009

Scanned from my lovely sketchbook :p

inspired by life in singapore.

yaya

theres a term in sg

kiasu which, hmmmmm, perhaps means 'fear of being defeated'.

lame translation

nevermind

everyone in singapore is kiasu

even u were not or dun want to

ull be :D

I dunno why people in singapore are kiasu

aaaaand i dun want to give a bit racist argument :p

people here, are obsessed of 5C

5C : car, condo, credit card, club, and mmm forgot.

but what i see is just,

hmm

people who live gradually better

their life is getting better, better and mooore better :p

like term evolution.

EVOLUTION

being adaptive

survive

tranform to a better one

thats correct

living life in singapore is like an evolution for me especially

but i feel weird

very odd

then realize that most of people act like

hmmm

robot

although they

are

success

then

I feel like theyre getting to be more like

robot :D

hehehehe

sok tahu

ok la nevermind

anw

its my first sketch in singapore

kyaaa kyaaaa

(okay leave this guy alone then get ur ass to other website. thank you)

Initalizion

2010-03-25T03:34:00.000-07:00

oh
forgot to insert 'at'
nevermind

Hello people,
me, ya well,
Samiadji Falahanif Ranggagani. :D
an indonesian stranger with extra singlish
lost in the west part of singapore

actually
i did blogging couple months ago then set it to private
yup yup that one
sibosan.blogspot.com
dont ask why its private.

ok la nevermind
anw
WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG!

actually, what i want to do is
hmmm
post random and lame things
mmm
my enigmatic mind
hm
some of my works :)
ya
thats all what people do on their blog right? :O

ok la
enjoy!

Q&A :
1. pake bahasa indo kagak?
iyalah, tergantung mood lah. ya gitu deh.
2. Would it be in english?
im not good in english, so itd be either probably in bahasa indonesia or singlish.
3. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!
dunno, ask ur friend *ignorant mode on*
4. why u choose that title. Nightdreamer's Creamer.
oh, most of people do daydreaming, im one of them but actually i do more often dreaming while sleeping than while awake. so i called it nightdreamer. add creamer to make it taste nice. ;)
5. GOOD LUCK SAMI!
thank you :')